Relaxed Reads: Grandfather
November 24, 2014
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He was a history book
with the pages all torn out,
buried with my grandmother
a pulse, taken, ripped and recycled
yesterday’s headlines weren’t worth
remembering anyway.
Grandfather
Give me a letter, four across
just a hint, fill me in with
what you don’t know, just like
one of your crossword puzzles.
Grandfather
You treat death like a doormat
but that doesn’t change the fact
that we share the same skull
our vocal cords are ribbons
broke at my wedding shower
Eight children are on their way.
My father
sucks it in, holding in his breath
for the day you don’t get up at five
in case you don’t answer your phone
and grandma will die all over again.
My father
will bury you while his siblings watch
watching a family die, dozens of
Christmases playing euchre and
enough beer to marinate you in for
sixty-three years, with
wax angels, knitted cotton dishcloths,
and answers to my questions
you could never seem to answer.
And to my Grandmother
I will keep your dried up postage stamps
every pattern note and copy of Annie’s Attic
every book you read to me and
every treasure meant for trash
and sift through his crossed out
puzzle pages to find what’s left of you.